Awesome *thumbs up*I am staying positive but a little rant here and there is good no? ;)
My boyfriend and I are doing well. He is getting work and it is a nice feeling :)
Our daughter is 1 as of beginning of September and she is amazing. Such a great personality. Her and Dan keep me smiling all the time. They are all that keeps me sane to be completely honest.
My dad is….my dad. I guess….
I have been in constant stress, depression, anxiety, paranoia, since my mom died in 2009. It is hard for me trust others and at this moment I trust my brother (his wife), my bf, our daughter and that is about it. I love my extended family (Aunts, Uncles, Cousins, etc. but they are nowhere near and hard for me to talk to about any of this.)
I really don’t have anyone at the moment to talk to. To get all this out to…I talk to my bf but that only goes so far.
Lonely feeling after spending so much time with friends right before getting pregnant *thumbs up*
Enough of the cry baby crap.
I CAN NOT wait for Hallowe’en!!!! My daughter is dressing up! First time!
Besides that…. October 27th 2011 being the 2 year anniversary of my mom dying : / how does it get harder as time goes on? I thought people said it gets easier….
That is all I suppose.
Stay Positive and an open mind and all will be right :)
